May be I am a boy who do not know how to appreciate especially when someone is around me and giving me the chance. When I know how to appreciate the people I have no chance to get together with her anymore.
I knew the girl when i was study in University. I can remember the first time I meet her, I just have one feeling want to know her. Then we interchange the phone. We are classmate.
In the first semester we already become good friend. We had pass the small paper during in the Pengajian Malaysia lecture.
I teach her motor and accompany her go to take the test. Have one time I know she is not went back from motor training and I just drive to Sri Gombak to looking for her, that is the first time I drive so far. I really worried her and that time i was sick. I not familiar with the road and i ask people along the road. Finally I meet her in Sri Gombak. Then i take her to Kepong to take dinner and we go Jaya Jasco. That is the time I really happy because I can accompany her.
Then we use to share our opinion. I use to teach her in study and we do the final year project together. Although I not helping her much but the time that we go collect info and see Mr Lim Chai Chai together is the happiest time.
We had spend many happy time together in two years University life. Before I graduate I told her I will waiting for her. Waiting her to have feeling to me in the future. Until now what i had promise last time still is valid. I won't give up the chance to love her.
What I want to told her is my love will never change even she is not chosing me at the last. Time will let my love to be prove out. I will love her until forever.
Now I plan to go Singapore. I am not give up in loving her, just I hope when she need me I will just around her. When she is no need me then i just leave.
I know I am a stupid guy who do not know how to appreciate. May be what i writing down here she will never read because now she is hide from me. She will never accept me even how good I treat her but my love will not change from time to time, or even place.
I wish me and her will be together. I believe the day will reach finally.
Regards
Kean Thong
5/8/2007
